A year after the last SeelenTor 2012 I am looking back and see the connections that I have come to realize gradually in and for 2013. The theme of the last SeelenTor 2012 was, “I take my place”. The bracelets for the event were not delivered before May 2013 and initially I was sad. However, I let go, as usual, and went into a place of trust that everything has its own purpose, even though I could not understand it at that moment. This LETTING GO penetrated all of my areas. Since the magical date of December 21, 2012 I have felt that the energy is changing, but I did not know exactly where it would lead me. I the meantime I had realized that for me personally it is not always important to know exactly why and for what, in other words, asking for the backgrounds or understanding everything in its depth was not the first priority for me. What is more, I have come to the realization that the insight and wisdom behind things will reveal themselves in hindsight anyway and it is all about staying within absolute original trust – no matter what. Of course, this is not really the easiest thing to do in life. First, I was led into silence. I was supposed to really be with myself. That also meant for me to remain calm and trust. That was not that easy for me, but I withdrew and did not organize a SeelenTor for 2013 and surrendered to myself and let come up whatever presented itself about me. That was my first big step into: more BEING than DOING.
Out of my personal insight I was led to two new SeelenTor Essences which embodied exactly the energies I was living within. Through this process of staying with myself I moved more and more into the VOID. I arrived within myself and realized: everything is good as it is. This is the energy of original trust where BEING can be experienced and lived. And I do not mean that we just sit around and don’t do anything. It is much more about the experience that everything we do comes from the energy of BEING. In other words, when I do something, I do it with all my heart and the desire to do exactly what I am doing. DOING becomes BEING when a vison or idea touches our heart and we can feel it within. Then I am uplifted and I can’t help putting this vision into reality. I will be able to make it a reality with childlike ease. I this case I can compare ease with two gears that are harmoniously aligned. It does not matter how long this process of manifestation takes, the gears run like a balanced team and take you to the goal of your dreams and visions.
I was exactly in this energy vibration when I received directions from Spirit to create a WHITE SeelenTor Essence. It carries the energy vibration of the VOID. This essence supports the personal process of letting go and the insight to do less and to come more into BEING.
When I personally had arrived in this vibration, the next energy to support the following process showed up immediately. It was about accepting everything that is in trust. The energy I felt was UNCONDITIONAL. Again, I let myself be guided by Spirit and the second, the ROSE SeelenTor Essence, was created – surrender, which vibrates in the energy of unconditionality. It supports us to come into original trust and to stay there. In doing that, this essence helps us to accept everything that is really unconditionally and in surrender. And I do not mean that we are seemingly without will or have given up ourselves. No, it is about engaging totally with your own soul and your life plan.
Soul … your divine will be done.
With these two essences I had made visible the energy that I had experienced, and I realized more and more that it is about … soul … your divine will be done.
So, gently, I was led step by step into the direction that corresponds with my soul-plan and my place. And the longer I let myself be guided, the more I become aware that it is about SURRENDER. I feel very much that I have arrived at “THY WILL BE DONE”. These words, which I associate with God and my soul and consequently with Spirit, have become my personal mantra. For me personally it sounds much better to replace the words “wishing and manifesting” with … “soul … your divine will be done” and “visions”. In this new energy I, and thus my ego, step back. I realized how easy it really is to step out of this EGO-game. There was no more ego-issue for me and I just realized that I am taking myself not too important any more. At that moment it became so much easier for me to accept that I and everybody else are here to transform and to learn. After I had understood and realized that I could indeed accept every situation of life much easier, because IT was in my life plan.
And the insights continued. At that moment when I have fulfilled my life plan I am going back home into divine all-encompassing love and into the light. When I look at death from this perspective, there is no more fear and anxiety. Fear of death is gone, because I have understood that everything is a large cycle, in which I have contributed, because I had wished to do it. Many people have near-death experiences, so that they can take away our fears by telling us about it. The question I am asking myself now is: Have we already taken this new knowledge into our consciousness? Or are we, deep within ourselves, still in fear?
Of course, not every situation of life is always love and light and laughter. Sometimes I have asked myself, “Why have I written this in my life plan?” Not always can I see the underlying purpose immediately, and as mentioned before, I have realized for myself that it is not always necessary. It is about keeping the trust. And how do I then get into this trust? For me personally, it is the BREATH that takes me there. The good thing about breathing is that we always have it with us! And it goes on by itself without us having to think or do anything. It breathes us. So how can I use that? By letting it flow consciously through my body. Additionally, I can connect it with a supporting energy, such as calmness, serenity, colors, grounding, etc. Breath then enables me find to come back to myself in the situation and to act. Then I am reconnected to my original trust and again in BEING.
I have realized for myself that each time-quality has its own words. Up to now these were “letting go” and “wishing”. In this new time I feel very comfortable with the words ORIGINAL TRUST and BEING. For me, they are the magic words of the new time-quality. Just feel inside: when the word “letting go” is replaced with BEING, a totally new energy field is building up. In BEING I am connected with my soul and from that comes what is allowed to BE. I have a strong feeling that in this current new time we will change the words we use, because in BEING there will be nothing left which we need to let go. We have arrived at BEING.
Having arrived in my own very personal BEING there is one more thing. I know that each human being carries a gift within, which he or she is supposed to share with the world. My personal gift is a message of two statements: “I say YES to my life-plan” and “I take my place”. When each person in our world is aware of and accepts these messages, states them again and again and shares them with others, we would truly be of great service to the Earth and to ourselves. Then we would totally BE and connected with our 6th SENSE and would be in the next level of consciousness. I am being led to my place according to my own soul-plan, and each individual step on this path is absolutely appropriate for me. I am always and in every moment at the right place where I am supposed to be. My soul and I, we are a good team.
“Just close your eyes for a moment and say these statements and feel and sense how the energy field is changing. With your knowledge and your inner wisdom inspire other people to take their own place.”